Betrayals

In the core of my entwined heart,
I pile up the betrayals that last,
A lifetime, it counts, falls apart;
And rebounds.

Yet they say it is not mere action,
But the good thought that counts;
It hurts, it's dreadful;
They are the masterminds,
I-The fool;

They play with my mind and soul,
Use me as a fucking tool;
I know what they want,
I have indications, they want to pounce;
Yet for no God damn reason,
I sweat it all out for them,
Inch by inch, ounce by ounce;

I pretend to watch their every step,
Try to be cautious,
Try to be awake;
But they drive out my passion,
The lust for winning,
I'm left deserted with nothing to take;

They are jealous, they are merciless,
Yet you are on no man's land;
Only one option,
One choice to make;

The beautiful world out there,
It's all shattered dreams;
It thrives on blood,
It shelters the losers,
The death is reality, the smile all fake;

But one way I win and they lose,
They make mistakes, I have to choose;
Though the plan gets perfectly executed,
Though the intentions are thoroughly ill-reputed,
Yet the flaws run through it,
They let me alive;
Though alone, yet I survive;

And I wait long and on,
To regain my lost empire;
If the things are put to right manner,
I'll kick their ass,
Set their hearts on fire

Will you be there?

I was just another face in the intermingling crowd,
I was let down being pushed about;
But then I felt you standing next to me,
Holding my hand, you were there to help me out;
Like the beautiful angel supreme,
You spread your arms, gave me a reason to smile;

I was dejected, I had lost hope,
But walking with me, you made me proud;
At times I sat alone and cried,
none was there, all did hide,
But now I feel my life changing,
Because you are there right beside;

The sun had eclipsed behind the clouds,
My life cried rainy tears;
But now the sun brightly shines,
A rainbow with colours to bear;
From a starnger, you turned my friend,
A ray of light, my life depends;
I can laugh right with my heart,
'coz I am sure it's not the end;

I couldn't stand for long to face them;
I sold my soul, to the devil to pay them;
It was cold, the darkness shadowed,
But on the path you paved, my eyes did narrow;
Walking on with you, the destination seems close.

I gave them love, I sweat it out,
They killed my dreams before they sprout;
I hope, I request, I plead,
You are not one of them,
You won't make me weep;
You are my last chance,
A true friend in the making,
I stand next to you but my legs still shaking;
'coz if you betray me,
My life is doomed;
I'll be waiting for the axe to fall,
I hope if you ever desert me, the devil will see,
That without you, my life's hell to be;

But I'm scared the world might just pull you away,
So to them I kneel and pray,
I promise to be there when you need me;
I'll take the pains, I'll sweat it out,
I'll fight, give you the fame,
But I hope you fill my heart's empty frame.
I pray you are a true, honest and trustworthy friend,
I request, please - always, always, always....remain the same.